Tuesday, July 19, 2005
*Sad n Disappointed*lesser outing,lesson chatting,lesser communcating,lesser everything. flying off to aust in a month time. dunno how life would be without him. i knoe i had been thinking too much. haiz. had been crying for few nites when i tot of flying to aust le. coz i will be missing my ah-dear,buddies 4 n my family. pray hard everything would be fine.i knoe i had been thinking too much. he is buzy at work. woke up everyday 3.45am .. reaches his place and goes to his workplace. off work at 6 to 7 pm. reached home about 10 plus pm .. due to his far location of workplace n traffic jam. this type of tiring life . i knoe i must ti liang him. haiz . i will. i will try. yes i love him. he did tell mi b4 tt. his working lifestyle would be like tt. he did mention abt working in this place will have lesser outing n spending time with each other. and he hoped that i will understands his situatution.yes i will.hope everything would go fine for us. *pray hard*ok.stop thinking abt it le.reali so sorrie for picking up a quarrel with him juz now. todae is our 10 months anniversary. we onli barly chatted on phone for less than 5 mins than hanged up le. as he was tired le. well, i muz be understanding. i knoe. argh. ok fine. im being emotion. hoped to meet him up tml ? give him a surprised. wanna had a simple dinner with him.hmm.shall plan it.muack. missing him rite now. ok gonna stop toking abt this le. anyway,---- Happy 10 months Anniversary to u AH-dear ----No matter wad, i will always love u. In this 10 months, there r happy n sad moments. hehe. but we had gone through all of it. hope when im in aust, we can overcome this kao yan. and still be with u. Life without u would't be complete. u have brought colours to my life and brightened up my days whenever i needed u. I LOve U Dear. muack.missing u lots. dun be stress in ur work. muz concentrate ok ? hope less quarrels for us. dunno y .. had been quarreling with u these 2 days. hmm. doesnt want to say out again.promises is wad u had made. no empty promises. =)To candy: hmm .. exams period hor.. dun say no mood to study ar .. beat beat ur Buttocks hor !! .. wahha .. now muz concentrate on ur studies .. dun say i naggy woman horr.. other stuff .. leave it behind first .. hmm .. then clubbing soon for us ok ? hehe .. after exam can relac n enjoy le .. u booked us le .. hanging out after ur exams ok ? all the best for ur papers. hmm .. make a firm decision . dun rush ok . take ur time to think abt it. everything would be fine de. loving u lots. dun sad sad ar .. or else not pretty le . hee .. =) .. but no matter wad decision u made. i will always support u de . dun worry. take care ya. anything. juz give mi a call ok ? i knoe call me Ex la .. LOL .. =XxX .. muack .. love u .. hee
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