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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

*Aww .. No Holiday For Chinese New Year*

Ohh .. Tuesday le. hee. This week is rather a relac week. =X mainly because no test, no project and not many assignments. hee. therefore = less stressful week. hahaa. well. anyway. changed maths teacher. well. thx god i manage to get rid of her. i juz cant stand the side of her. When i attend the new maths teacher class. i dun feel so stress and dislike maths. However in tipping class. i get reali stressed up. hmm. this puzzled me. haha. anyway. hope i still can cope with my maths la. erh. try la. LOL . =)

Aww .. tml supposly to have week 1. damn. dunno wad reason have to study til the whole day. Sianz la. Haha. everyone was damn pissed off.. hee. anyway. I AM GOING BACK IN MARCH !! happy anyone.. hohoho ... im damn freaking happy abt it. though its a study weeks. but i doubt i can study much in aussie. and i dun wish to be stuck at home for those 2 weeks. hee. so gd back is the best solution. =). Aww. i missed everyone out there. =).. do u all miss me? hohoho. hmm. during those 2 weeks i must be disciplined. study study study. gosh. have to carry 5 subjects of textbooks. AwW .. anyway. its worthwhile. hehehe .. =)

Ohh. Let the pics do some talkings. Sat went to dinky's birthday party. haha. at a park. well. started at 6pm til 9pm. well. party was still alrite. after that. saeed fetched us back to city. didnt wanted to join the other 2 frenz for pool. so headed back home. Zzz .. haha. had a boring new year eve.. haha. then sun set alarm clock to wake up to do econmic essay so that can go out with ease. hahaha. =X. luckily i did it earlier. or else. come back from play. no mood le. hee. =)

Btw. Im late for sch todae !.. wahha. omg. woke up at 8.45am. when i have a class which starts at 8.55am. hahaha. my sis was late too. !! .. LOL .. hahaha .. i slept at 3.45am .. tts y .. =X. cant hear the alarm clock ring. gosh. ! .. haha .. but i do attend the replace class to line 5. hehe.

Well. lets the pictures do some talkings :

::Dinky's Birthday::

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*Dinky's Birthday Cake*

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*Jan N Fiona* -- In the Park --

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**Us Again**

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:: Group Photos ::

::1st Day of Chinese New Year::

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*Ohhh. Lau Yu Sheng* .. Came over my place to Lau !.. hehee*

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:: HehEe ... happy lau yu sheng. a lot of ppl were their first time lau-ing ::

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*Chinatown atmosphere*

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: Us .. taken in the tram .. =) :

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*hehe .. candid shot taken before getting down the tram*

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:Us.. with kelly's car ! :

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: Ohh .. Kelly n lee. Lovely Couple :

*Back to School*

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*Corinna n Jan* -- Taken in Cs Lab --*

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*Im late. but snapping a pic would not make any diff =D*

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:: Lastly Me Me Me Me ::

I dreamnt of you at 10:03 PM

Friday, January 27, 2006

*It's Friday !*

Ohh. 1 week passed Again. haha. time flies for this week. submit english written report. had computer science n maths a test. well. still stuck with an economic essay. damn. no mood to do it now la. LOL. but have to rush le. coz perhaps weekend will be packed? i hoped so. or else it gonna be a lonely chinese new year. haha

ANyway. BOught my adidas "Respect Me" jacket. !.. damn freaking happy!.. LOL. went to the new outlet to check it out. found the last piece and in the size i wanted. LOL. hehhee. jumping away. searching high n low for it. but this is in pink n purple. anyway. price still reasonable i suppose. hee. A$100. =) . worth it la. coz im happy. LOL .. =) went to Big W with corinna n leon. bought their stuff. and they went back home le. coz they wanna buy fruits in clayton? haaha. anyway. then dun wan to go back so early. so shop around. ya alone. still alrite la. kinda used to it le. bought some stuff for dinky. coz maybe going to her birthday party. last min invite. so faster went to shop for her stuff

CAlled and smsed Fiona. but she didnt reply me !! .. AIyooo !! .. where have u been my gurl !! ... thats y dunno whether going a not. hope they go. so i go too. or else. no one i knoe .. zzZzz ... then dun go le. haha .. and there goes my chinese newyear .. ZzzZzz ... so sorrie to pang say jian jun. hmm. coz no one going too. sorrie. perhaps sunday we all can have a gathering la. provided they r free lorz.. haha. i wan to "LAO YU SHEN" its a must. dun care.. LOL ...

Goshh .. shop shop shop.. shop til 8.45pm nearly 9pm onli bear to come back. or else come back also sianz. leg damn pain. walked for such a long distance. LOL. then walked back home too.. AwWw .. im quite tired too. furthermore. nth much to do. wanna start econ. but. too lazy n no mood and tired to do it. tml ba. hahaha .. so bored. nth to do. no one to tok to in msn. ah dear cant tok on phone. coz he is working rite now. haha. was damn shocked to call him in the noon and realised that he took half day off. and started work at 430pm ! .. haha .. he is damn tired. luckily he is much more energetic le. hehe.. mood is good too .. =) .. yeahh ..

Well. well well. reali hope tml will not be a boring day. but i got a feeling that fiona is not going .. haiz ... dunno la. later ask dinky who is the other that r going too. hee. hmm.. everyone is sooo bz
duno wad stuff la. hmmm ... ya .. like that lorz .. haizzz ... nvm la. used to it already ...

hehehe ... juz received ah-dear call .. =) .. happy that he called. hee .. he sneaked to the toilet to make a call.. hehe .. =) .. hope that he ends his work early. so that he can go home n rest. but the sad thing is that. tml 11am. he is going to a camp le. AWw ... going for 3 days .. and we cant stay in contact. he call mi to either try calling him. or he will use public phone to call me. or cant stay in contact for these 3 days til tue? GOSH .. =(( coz think there no reception or cannot use /bring phone de... !!! ... arghhh. 3 days leh ... sianzzz .. alamak .. i knoe. i cant love him too much.. haha .. coz i scare i will be hurt again.. Aww. hmm .. dunno la ... hahaa .. let nature take it course ba ... i better dun always think so much le .. lalallaa .. =X

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*Newly opened adidas SHop* hehehe

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*THe front and back view .. hehe* .. pardon for the messy messy .. haha*

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*Adidas Respect ME jacket .. hehehe*

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*Uss ... before having economic lesson .. =)**

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*My spicy chicken lunchbox* hehehe .. damn full .. =X

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*Dumpling and kimchi pancake*

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*Kelly n Jan*

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*Lovely Lovely .. damn cute too .. hehehe**

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**THe 4 of us .. goshh ... hahaha .. dun c my face la .. LOL ... self-take .. tts y .. skill so bad la ..**

I dreamnt of you at 10:38 PM

Thursday, January 26, 2006

*Australia Day*

Ooo. todae is a public holiday. =). i think is "Australia Day". But i do not know wad this "special Day"for. hee. anyway. got holiday. so dun complain too much le la. hahaha. hmm. but tml got Maths Test. OMG. haha. i havent start yet. Whole of CHapter 9 except 9D and also Rate CHange? haha. dunno la. anyway. *Die* !! .. gonna faint le. opSs. =X. shall start later. havent do computer science hw too. Aww. yeah. im lazy. hee

At least. i Finally did my laundry. went to exchange my sandal. thx god i manage to find the receipt IN THE BIN. LOL. after that wanted to buy Grilled chicken with salad de. but shop was closed. kinda disappointed. then went to shiseido to buy 2 shampoo and 2 conditions. hee. bought sushi and Boost back home. hee. Went out juz for an hr. and i cant stand the hotness. its damn humid. damn warm. Arghhh

Hmm.. 1 of my frenz is going back to sg !! ... packing his stuff and flying tml !.. WAHH.. damn envy.. hohoho.. Was damn shocked to hear this new. he is flying back to celebrate his chinese new year. arghh. and will be back on next wed. !.. hahaha. cant say his name la. or else ppl spread. i die.. opss .. hehhe .. =)

Anyway. reali thx for the concern peeps. i will be stronger n lead a happier life over here. Anyway. we managed to start afresh. forget abt the past. no couples like to quarrel n quarrel. haiz. hope things work out fine for me n him. indeed a big blow for me. im alone. no one to turn too. i struggled. i cried. after all this. i damn tired. cooling down. starting afresh is better. =). a distance relationship reali need a lot of trust and care n concern to motivate the relationship. besides not being able to see our love ones. we should at least show more care n concern and let each other knoe we still care n love one another. haiz. Conclusion: It will affect one relationship if keep on quarreling. =)

Yupp. chinese new year is coming. hmm. cant celebrate with my love ones. buddies 4. jenny. family. swiss frenzzz .. bla bla bla. missing those moments. AWw.. i reali do. going to frenz place to bai nian. gamble cards. play majong (Even though im weak in it) Hor buddies.. LOL. those were the days ... =)) and i am MISSING my "LAO YU SHEN" !!! .. arghh .. can someone plz send it over. LOL. anyway .. this yr. hmm.. celebrating with my frenz in aussie. events still not confirmed. hehee. =)

Oooo. thx god. my english presentation is finally over. thx to those who helped me .. LOL.. gosh. last min work. i knoe. LOL. thx kelly n corinna for helping mi out for those doubts i had. thx kelly n leon for helping mi to buy sushi back for lunch. hehehe. and thx kelly and crystal for helping me arranging those papers thus we r late. hehehe. opSs.. anyway. thx a million to u guyss.muackk .. =)

Well. opss. its a long entry. hope u all wun fall asleep la. hehe.

Reply to tagss:

TO tang: Reali thx for listening to my woes. gosh. that night. ya. im feeling so down. luckily u r online. and i turned to u. reali thx. =). but im fine le. so sorrie to keep u worry. i will lead a happier life. no worry babe. abt the cannot call or sms thingy. im not too sure le lehz. hmm. perhaps starhub pro? opss.. hehe. coz other frenz can call mi lehz. hmm. anywya. jiayou for ur assignment. I LOVE U LOTS TOO =). yup.. i will concentrate and focus on my studies that. juz that nite. im juz too down. hee. yeah. i knoe. no worry =)

To Jun: Yeahhh ... thx for ur concern too !! .. mUACk .. hee. =). im fine le. so no worry alrite .. ya lor z.. his job like no life de. tts y i hate his job. A job do change a person too .. haiz .. anyway .. LOve u lots too ! .. Yeah .. i will give u a call de. no worry alrite. u better pick up la. always didnt pick up de.. LOL .. ho ho ho .. muackk .. hee.. i will jiayou de. no worry. !! .. u too alrite.. hehee ..

To kailing: thx .. yeah .. everything will be fine de. thx for ur concern too. hee.. im alrite le. thx thx .. u also take lots of care.. =)

To Maymay: hehehe .. yeah .. so gd. u so care abt mi too.. hhehe .. muack. love u too la. yeah. u r coming back too. got american breakfast to eat le.. LOL .. whole apartment gonna be damn noisy le la... LOL ... and dun always neglect me and just acc ur frenz la. or else u come back also the same . no difference !! .. LOL .. and ya .. no worry. mi n dan ok le. hmm.. yup .. we tok le. hmm. we r juz too stress in work. hmm .. so no worry alrite. anyway. mom tell u something abt dan ixit.... hmmm ...

To ROse: despite u seldom online. i knoe that u will support mi de. no worry babe. yup .. i will be strong de. i will overcome all those difficulties that i am facing. i am going to rule the world .. haha .. wth. anyway. i reali feeling much better le. thx for everything too. =). i reali do miss u all lots.. AWww.. yup .. in few mths time. im flying back le. and i got a longer holiday le. i suppose la. haha. =) . i love u !! .. muackk .. u also mux take lots of care alrite.. hee .. =)

TO Jenny: YEahh .. THX FOR UR concern my dear.. hehehe .. =)... yup .. i do realise that i have lots of ppl concerning me .. im glad... im not alone. i knoe. =) .. thx u ! ... im alrite le. we shall keep in contact alrite. yeah. better quick quick come aussie. im waiting for u .. hehehe .. =) .. u shall take lots of care. i love u gurl !! .. u also dun be soo stress alrite. u and phang .. everything will go smooth too. yeah . we shouldnt always quarrel. i mean in a relationship.. give n take. hmm. this apply to us lor.. hehhe .. =) relac my gurl.. hope we can settle down and get used to the ife over here. and balance our relationship into a stable one. hmm .. lets work together. a better ahead for us yeah .. hehe e.. mUACkk .. i miss u lots . !!.. take care babe ... hee .. =)

Btw .. Happy 16 months to u Ah-dear. !! .. i reali do love u lots. let forget the past. lets start afresh. 2006. hope will be a better yr for us. dun be too stress in ur work. no more quarrel for us. i juz wan to love u and hope u will feel the same way too. our love must Jin de qi kao yan. long distance is hard to maintain. lets hand in hand to make this relationship stay strong n filled with loves. =) ..muackk .. Reali hope everything will go smoothes for u n mi. I love u dear. Hope u still love mi dearly as before. =))

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*Jenny n Jan* .. hehehe .. muackk .. miss u gurl ! =)

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*Crazy Moment with my Buddies4 ...hehhe .. muackkk .. =) -Those were the days-*

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*My love one. AH-Dear .. n DearDear* .. Love u .. miss u .. muack .. =) - hope our love will never fade ...*

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*Lastly.. Me Me ME ... LOL .. featuring of the day .. LOL .. lalala .. =)*

I dreamnt of you at 3:38 PM

Sunday, January 22, 2006

*Hurtssss*

Basically, im staying at home during the weekend. Every weekend seems to be bored. Nothing to spice up my life. Was rushing for English Project which is due on Next Tue. Started a bit. Still got lots more to complete it. Just cant concentrate doing this project. lots of thing had happened. Zzz. Was reali stress this week. The next week will be worst.

English Written Report (Tue)
Computer Science Test (Tue)
Public Holiday (Thurs)
Maths Test (Fri)
Economic Essay (Next Mon)

Goshh .. many tasks waiting for mi to do. haiz .. Despite Thursday is a holiday. i doubt there wil be any interesting activity going on .. ZzZz .. wad do to. stay at home lorz .. ZzZz .. Life over here is plain boring. Ya. sad but true .. Everyone is so bz dunno doing wad too ..

Well. Yesterday. which is the sat night. is the worst moment i ever had. i cant imagine that. i would be crying to sleep. ya. he juz dun understand. i juz wanna let him knoe how i reali feel. but ended up. only realised that i am nothing but just pain in the ass. !.. wth. so i said he dun have to contact me anymore. and neither do i will contact him .. im very serious at that moment. how i wish someone will be by my side and give mi the love n care which i reali needed. after typing this. my heart aches again. no one will understand wad i reali feel now. perhaps i ask too much? but cant he just give me wad i reali wan from him. Y cant i reali feel the love that he is giving me anymore. * i reali wonder * .. perhaps its my PMS playing a trick on me. im easily aggitated easily. All i need is just ur care n concern. =(. i knoe he is very stress in his work. he have to overtime til the next morning to go home for a while then work again. yesh. i do hate his job. there is no freedom for him.

Our phone call. is reali lesser n lesser. the duration of each phone onli lasted for 10 mins? or even less than that. due to his work. no reception. cannot get through. no news from him. furthermore. his hp is having pro. which he cant call out. and i cant call in. is god reali playing a trick on us? how i wish i could go back to the past. its different compared to now. ARghhh. y am i having so many unsolved problem in aussie.. y cant i lead a happier life which i long-wanted. y cant i have more accompanment. y muz i always be alone. beside sch. im always stuck at home. this is not me. i cant help but onli crying. im not like this in the past. i seldom shed any tears. im much stronger in the past. im getting weaker n weaker as time goes by. wad had happen? i need my family. i need my buddies 4. i need jenny. i need someone who reali cares abt me. i dunno whether i still need him anymore. frankly speaking. in aussie. got him or without him. reali makes no different. But deep inside my heart. i still love him lots .. Haiz =((

I reali wondered. how come. mostly all the post written in aussie is such a emotional ones. i stop and think. did i reali choose a wrong path ........

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*Neoprint.. taken few mths back.*

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*Corinna n Janice*

I dreamnt of you at 1:23 PM