Tuesday, October 11, 2005
*Helpless*Nahhh. no wan wanna change u. if u reali think that u changed to a better person. haa. let it be then. if u think so. c0ngra yeah!. haa. it's pointless, helpless and hopeless. well. i dun wish to see we ended up in this kind of state. was thinking. are we having inner conflicts? cold war? haa. kinda weird. it do actaully happening to me. ya. life over here is like a piece of shit. haa. true But sad to say. neither anyone of us will speak to each other. it's like we r staying on our own. yeah. perhaps staying with frenz is a better idea yeah? haa. as time goes by. felt that we somehow like strangers. haha. but stranger with the same blood. kinda weird yeah. hard to explain. hard to descibe the feeling within mi. gosh. wad's wrong with me? am i too emtional? am i too sensitive? am i juz not myself? argh. ya. it's true that u lead ur live that u wanted it to be. no can can control u. but dont u think that it's kinda selfish? thinking abt urself?well. u still have to think about ppl feelings. haa. well. it never gonna be the same b4.How i wish. things wouldnt be like that. sometimes. things reali dun turn out the way i wanted it to be. how i wish we can happily go out together. hanging out. have a nice chat. doings things together as wad we do in the past. it seems like it is not working out for me. Aww. onli the 2 of us come from so far to study. y cant our bond get stronger n better. haa. I reali dunno when the day will come? hopefully one day? *waiting* ..Ya. was grumbling to my buddies. haiz. IF ONLI THEY WERE HERE. i knoe. spiturally they are. LOL. i knoe it juz wun works for me. i need physically/mentally support. wahha. when u all can come to aussie. Aww. life would be different over here. if all my precious were here. haiz. yeah. had been slacking in my sch work. haiz. sad case. no mood to do my stuff. yeah. going crazy. haha. lazy is the word too. gosh. i have to get my butt down to start doing my hw. and not online. haha. arghh. Had a nice tok with 3 of my buddies. haiz. i do misses u all lots.*I WAN TO GO BACK TO JB N SG TO FIND ALL OF MY PRECIOUS !! I MISS THEM DEARLY !! =(*
*My Korean Food !!** Spicy chicken. thumb up. i love it.. LOL .. =X**
**wahahha. Corinna cannot stand i keep on taking pics la. .. LOL. look at her expression.. LOL. she say she did it on purpose. too bad im gonna post!!.. LOL..lalala**
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