well... listening to my blog song. it somehow describe the feeling within in.. tian you dian hui .. but not towards love relationship la. hahaa .. frankly speaking i do not have much close frenz in aussie. usually there will be the 4 of us. others are mostly "hi n bye" frenz.. haizz.. due to certain reasons. its drifting apart. i reali dunno wad had happen. i need someone to tell mi where it goes wrong. perhaps. different ppl have different thinking. they cant tolerate certain things and there goes a friendship. shouldnt he/she speak up to let the other parties know. the other parties must have no idea where the problem lies. if not. this incident would not matter. perhaps. we need to communicate. haiz .. honestly, im tired of hander-ling friendship problem. No BODY IS PERFECT. i dunno where's the problem lies. but due to a certain character that u dislike without letting the other parties knoes and a sudden change of behaviour. well. i felt its kind of unfair. there must be a certain reasons why she/he felt that way. perhaps. cant stand it anymore. at least u should say it. and but behave like that. Yes. that person is someone who bring laughters and joy that brightened my days too. she/he is friendly and helpful. Such a sudden change reali puzzled me. Due to my character. i dare not go up and confront someone and ask wad had happen. was thinking to sms but her/his hp got pro. call .. dunno how to say too. anyway. haizz ... i never happened this kind of thingy b4.
Life over here is miserable. yeah. it is. "Lonely" is the only word that i can describe the feelings within mi. everyone having their own relationship. After holiday. things turned out to be worst. Without my sis around in the apartment. make mi felt so empty. something is reali missing. i began to regret coming to aussie to study. but i knoe. i cant turn back and i should not regret at this moment. well .. i got this thinking. perhaps after my MUFY. foundation year. i would like to continue my degree in either KL or SG .. for 2 yrs.. then the last yr. i will continue by studies in aussie to get a aussie cert. its cheaper and it make my life happier.. i reali cant find my real self anymore. im not happy. im not having the care n love from all of my love ones. im not myself.
I reali feel like flying back now................ =(
Well. sorrie for this emotional post. this is wad i reali felt. i guess. nobody will reali understands mi.
Enough for this rumbling. Let the pics do some talking.
Taken in Sch comp lab .. LOL .. =)
* 3 babes .. ehehe*
Taken in dad's car .. hee
**Sisterssss !!!... MIssing u all !!**
Pics taken During New Year Eve... So Happy ! .. reali happy .. I, myself also cant imagine. i could celebrate with my ah-dear, family and jenny n ah phang.. memorable moments ... i simply love them lots ... =) .. so sorrie sistas ... cant acc u all !! .. =X .. i still miss u all .. hee .. hope u all enjoyed too .. cheersss .. =)
*Taken in my place .. =)*
**2 Lovely Couplessss**
*DId i tell u that.. no matter wad .. i still love my sista !! ... hehehe* mUackk
*Nice background .. =) .. Love u lots ah-dear .. hehe*
*Thumb up for the choc !! .. real nice ..!! yummy !! .. heheh*
