Supper i made for the spice girls !! . hahaha

Happy TIme !!

Me Me mEe MeE

Submitted econ assignment. it seems that i am always rushing for my assignment. haha ! Anyway, its over. TIme to Relax! Doing nothing. just slacking at home. been some time i had some quality time for myself. =)

Felt unusual. im not busying texting or calling anymore. No more instant messages, no more smses and no more calls. nothing. hp was kept quiet the whole day. No more care n concern smses. No more nice words calling out from him. Nothing. i felt something missing. I would just dazzed in space. Looking for an answer. So much so i wanted to give in .. but something just pull me back. Is it the faith and trust i had was no longer there? is it i being too stubborn? well .. i wonder. Trust and being secure is wad i need. I used to have it. . . .

Anyway. Night is soo quiet tonight. Everyone was rushing for assignment. I should be reading my Business Law Notes. But im just too lazy and not the mood. Perhaps i shall turn in early tonight. Most likely going for the Business law lecture tml although there is 3 hrs interval break. Wonder wad should i do during the break. Awww.

On a brighter Note, i do still have my "spice girls" to crazy with. Doing silly stunts, making crazy moves, doing singapore workout, sending random mms to each other though we are in the same room ! HAHA. and ETC. At least u will feel warmly as they do welcome me back home with their open arms la !HAHA ! *Grin*

Every Wed is gonna be our feasting day. wondering what will we be having tml .. Hmm. Clayton is such a kampung place la .. nothing much to eat too.. =X

Im totally mentally and physically exhausted ! I Even skipped the last hr of my Business Law Lecture ! well. it seems like i am feeling so unusual today ! Perhaps Lack of sleep and losing some blood is the results of having weird mood. Anyway. i had a real long day of school. Sch starts at 10am .. and end at 6pm ! i thought i could handle it. Guess i had over-estimated myself. Shall change the 10am tutorial to tue 8am. I desperatly wans to have the tue tutorial for my financial modelling. I rather wake up damn early to attend a good class. *Grin* im a good girl ! Aww .. Zzzzzz =)

Im back to school life again after partying and enjoying my life in Jb for the full of 4 months. Holy Shit ! Im just too lazy to get my butt n mind started to study ! ARgh ! Library had became to be my 2nd home. Sis, del, grace n i will popped to the library to study til midnight ! haha. unbelievable rite ! im trying hard to be a hardworking girl. =)

Back in aussie. Lifestyle changed again. im soo used to have hubby by my side. Being 24/7 together with him. Sad CAse ! couldnt have a tight hug whenever im feeling down. =( Now the stoopid bf is having so much fun playing his rubby with them. haiz. =( * i didnt say u cannot play with them. dun get me wrong again.*

Neverthless, i do miss my buddies too. They seems to be so buzy. Hardly seen them online. They must be working. having a tight schedule. Do contact me or leave a sms or msg to me! dun forget me !! will call u gals soon ! muack =)

I have yet do my laundry. Clothes is pilling up. Need to get rid those dirty clothes soon ! i mean real soon ! i soo much wanted to catch up with my work ! i am falling way back esp for my business law. i have not a single clue wad the hell they are talking about. i need some help ! AwWw. no failing of any subjects ! i just want to graduate and have a good degree =)

By the way, elaine n mummy will be coming over to aussie too ! thats sound great eh ! =) Waiting for them to come =) so elaine faster decide on which course u wanna study. dun waste time le la !! meet u all soon ! =) muack .. miss u all tooo !

Im so tired. especially mentally exhausted. i shall get some sleep and get up to do some readings. Tomorrow will be a better day for me ! i need to chill out with my friends soon !

Jan.May.Elaine =)