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Goshh .. many tasks waiting for mi to do. haiz .. Despite Thursday is a holiday. i doubt there wil be any interesting activity going on .. ZzZz .. wad do to. stay at home lorz .. ZzZz .. Life over here is plain boring. Ya. sad but true .. Everyone is so bz dunno doing wad too ..

Well. Yesterday. which is the sat night. is the worst moment i ever had. i cant imagine that. i would be crying to sleep. ya. he juz dun understand. i juz wanna let him knoe how i reali feel. but ended up. only realised that i am nothing but just pain in the ass. !.. wth. so i said he dun have to contact me anymore. and neither do i will contact him .. im very serious at that moment. how i wish someone will be by my side and give mi the love n care which i reali needed. after typing this. my heart aches again. no one will understand wad i reali feel now. perhaps i ask too much? but cant he just give me wad i reali wan from him. Y cant i reali feel the love that he is giving me anymore. * i reali wonder * .. perhaps its my PMS playing a trick on me. im easily aggitated easily. All i need is just ur care n concern. =(. i knoe he is very stress in his work. he have to overtime til the next morning to go home for a while then work again. yesh. i do hate his job. there is no freedom for him.

Our phone call. is reali lesser n lesser. the duration of each phone onli lasted for 10 mins? or even less than that. due to his work. no reception. cannot get through. no news from him. furthermore. his hp is having pro. which he cant call out. and i cant call in. is god reali playing a trick on us? how i wish i could go back to the past. its different compared to now. ARghhh. y am i having so many unsolved problem in aussie.. y cant i lead a happier life which i long-wanted. y cant i have more accompanment. y muz i always be alone. beside sch. im always stuck at home. this is not me. i cant help but onli crying. im not like this in the past. i seldom shed any tears. im much stronger in the past. im getting weaker n weaker as time goes by. wad had happen? i need my family. i need my buddies 4. i need jenny. i need someone who reali cares abt me. i dunno whether i still need him anymore. frankly speaking. in aussie. got him or without him. reali makes no different. But deep inside my heart. i still love him lots .. Haiz =((

I reali wondered. how come. mostly all the post written in aussie is such a emotional ones. i stop and think. did i reali choose a wrong path ........

*Neoprint.. taken few mths back.*